Worldwide affection for Robin
Williams, his professional success and personal wealth seemed like dreams
fulfilled. His apparent suicide before he was old enough for regular Social
Security checks was linked to his long-time struggles with depression, along
with his misuse of alcohol and other seductive drugs.
The world has changed inside
and out during my lifetime, which began when Calvin Coolidge was in the White
House. When I was in kindergarten my dad was installing sound systems for movie
theaters making the switch from silent films. Crippling diseases have been cured,
travel has been reinvented with jet planes and interstate highways, television,
computers and the Internet are here—but there’s no cure so far for the deadly afflictions of
Robin Williams.
Troublesome in a special way
is the visibility of those afflictions, painfully evident, and the lottery
effect of treatment for them. Many who apply AA principles in struggles with
alcohol and narcotics are winners. Many are not. Nobody has figured out why one
person gets a winning ticket and another crashes. Prayer is one response to
tragic conditions, and the understanding of prayer may increase right along with
the understanding of atoms, cells and
heartbeats. The evolution of spirituality may not be as slow as it seems. I was
already in my crib in Jamestown, N.Y., when John Scopes was convicted of
teaching evolution in Tennessee.
Life has evolved since then,
conspicuously in the material realm of camera phones and air conditioners, less
plainly in the spiritual realm of loving, giving and forgiving. People still
kill each other, still let people go to sleep without food, suffer illness
without care. Changes are coming. Watch for the time when defects and ailments
will be identified at birth, and the sneaky diseases will no longer wait for
decades before showing themselves as limps, dimmed eyes, cancers, neurological short
circuits or painful disfigurements. They will be healed at birth. And that will be one answer to prayer.
My own OPCA/MSA has been with
me for such a long time that we understand each other, even though we are not
friends. It has been a dozen years since I was diagnosed, but the disease was
present long before that. When I was 63, as Robin Williams was when he died, I
was already using a walking stick. But 12-step programs had no influence on the
disease I did not know I had.
Politicians and moms and
buyers of aspirin tablets think sometimes that all of the world’s problems
would end if each person were given a new house, car and bank account. The
unhappy premature departure of everybody’s friend, Robin, reminds us that a
person’s security is fundamentally spiritual and less fundamentally material.
Men and women of wealth and fame are not immune to suicide or crime.
Thanks to my kids and
grandkids, and to friends, I enjoy the sweet life and get to remember most of
it. Getting old is one thing, embracing personal evolution makes it more interesting. So far,
so good.
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